Yesterday – I woke up and took my temp – it was back up. I couldn’t hold the smile back. I stumbled to the bathroom in the dark and pulled out the test. We had agreed that we would test on 12DPO. I did my thing and came back and climbed in bed. A was not sleeping anymore, but we both pretended to relax all the while counting the 3 minutes. Time’s up and A and I pull out the trusty flashlight and look ….and there is only one bright freaking pink line in this ocean of stark white. It was just so white – that empty space where it should have been another pink line.
A and I have learned we are testers and we don’t want to be so we have agreed not to test earlier than 14DPO next time.
So now we need to buy more swimmers…digging a little deeper into savings.
Yuck, I’m very very sad.

3 Comments
October 18, 2007 at 12:02 pm
Hey, finally tracked you down. Sorry to hear that old red bitch visited you too.
October 18, 2007 at 1:06 pm
So sorry ladies.
Thinking of ya!
October 19, 2007 at 10:43 am
I’m sorry your sad. Waiting to test until 14dpo sounds like a good idea. The time between a neg. and the start of af is difficult; I like to reduce that time by testing later. As I usually cheer up once the next cycle gets going.
Wait, you still have savings? You are so lucky.