Its Official
I’m pregnant. Beta was 50, which I thought was a little low but doc said not to worry. He wants to see me in three weeks to see the heartbeat. So no more blood tests which makes me nervous. I kept thinking yesterday how will I know I am still pregnant while I am waiting? My lovely body had an answer… it started with a killer headache about 4pm and progressed into full on nauseau until I went to bed. A. responded by trying to pamper me but it was sort of like a migraine where you can’t move or speak or you get sick…
SHOCK
I think we are both in a state of shock. We’ve told one friend and my grandparents. We are meeting A’s mom on Thursday to tell her in person (she lives 1.5 hours away and will be driving through town around lunchtime) After that we have one more friend couple to tell and thats it till Easter. I just can hardly believe it. We were so on the edge of giving up hope. I don’t want to sound cheesy – but it is a miracle. A. has already bought a scientific looking pregnancy book and started making meals conducive to the first trimester. She also informed me that our little bugger is the size of a poppy seed.
To-Do List
Find a doula. Tell A.’s mom. Change to Prenatal Vitamins. Go buy something baby like. (we have done an outrageous thing and not purchased a single baby item. I don’t think it was superstition, but we just couldn’t bring ourselves to. Today – I’m going on my lunch break and buying a bib or outfit to give to A.’s mom. Thats how we decided we would tell her.
BlogWorld
I feel awkward about talking about the pregnancy. I carefully avoided the pregnancy blogs during different times of the month because I couldn’t bear the jealousy. Now, I know some of you who have been tagging along for this adventure will tune out a bit. I want to be clear about something though. I am so thankful to be here. I am terrified that it won’t last. If I complain about a pain or sickness, please know I would much rather have it then not. I am very grateful. For those of you who need to tune out, I look forward to reading your pregnancy blog soon.

14 Comments
January 29, 2008 at 7:40 am
Hurrah for finally being able to shop! We’ll still be reading, never fear, even if we don’t have a whole heap of advice about that mysterious state – PREGNANCY!
January 29, 2008 at 8:57 am
Hearing about your pregnancy gives me hope. Keep talking – it’s exciting!
January 29, 2008 at 9:53 am
i am SO happy for you. Seriously. And truly appreciate the sensitivity to those of us out here who have not found that miracle yet–we’re still happy to see our fellow strugglers find it. Sometimes it even gives me a shred of hope that one day our time will come.
CONGRATULATIONS.
January 29, 2008 at 10:25 am
sOO SOOO EXCITED FOR YOU!! Even though we are on a break from TTC, i’m excited to hear how these next 9 months go for you
January 29, 2008 at 11:35 am
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
January 29, 2008 at 11:55 am
No tuning out for us. This is all the MORE reason to tune IN!
CONGRATS again!!
January 29, 2008 at 1:16 pm
i won’t tune out for a moment love. i’m so f*cking excited for you! you two deserve it so much. congrats dear. i’m going to hug my comp screen for you now.
January 29, 2008 at 3:49 pm
yey!!! congrats. how exciting for you all.
January 29, 2008 at 7:36 pm
Congrats again! And thanks for writing this. I understand what you mean about finding pregnancy blogs a bit hard to take during those extra difficult moments of ttc. But mostly, seeing you pregnant now just gives me hope and makes me happy. Especially as it came right when you were really starting to get down into despair. And it came out of nowhere. It can work. It does work. You are proof. I hold on to that during my own roller coasters. I’ll be reading, happily.
January 29, 2008 at 8:51 pm
I’ll be reading happily as well. Enjoy it! I’m so, so happy for you.
January 30, 2008 at 9:00 am
Congrats!!! After having several losses in a row trying for my first, I can understand the terror. It is nice to read that you have symptoms like nausea since it’s a “good sign.” You give me hope! I am testing this Sunday and hope for miracle results like yours.
January 30, 2008 at 2:06 pm
Wahoo!! Congrats! We are here for the long haul!
January 31, 2008 at 9:43 am
I am SOOOOOO happy for you! And I will still keep reading. I think it different to read someone’s story through the hard parts and then the good parts. You give me hope. I think we go back and forth on giving each other hope sometimes and I really, really appreciate that! I’m overjoyed for you!
February 2, 2008 at 3:42 pm
I am SO SO SO happy for you. Congratulations and I cannot wait to follow you on your journey. Hooray!